Within Kikuyu Gospel Music the song
‘uranyarara niki’ (why belittle me) is a staple in Kikuyu radio
stations and has become a spiritual anthem to encourage those whose
hopes are dashed by life’s trials and tempests. Yet if anyone was
justified from a young age to give up on life, it was the songstress
behind the song, Leah Mercy Ngugi.
Early Life Rejection
Leah was born to an unwed mother in
Londiani Division Kericho County, over twenty years ago. Her mom
conceived her while in high school, Form 2 as a result her well off,
educated family due to shame she had brought expelled Leah’s
expectant mom from home. Her mom reluctantly went to stay with
Leah’s biological dad until she was born, but they separated later.
Frustrations got better of Leah’s mom
and she saw her young daughter as reason why her future got
destroyed. As a result by the time Leah was 7 years, she experienced
lots of psychological and physical abuse from her mom. “She had no
ill will but frustrations she got from parents were directed to me,”
said Leah. Her mom also married another man and had children. The
new step father to Leah, unlike her mom was “friendly” to her,
but his intention was to sexually abuse her. It got so bad; that Leah
was almost raped by her step father, at age 10.
Fearful of telling her mom since she
would be beaten up; her only option was to run from home. She took
refuge at a teacher’s home studied and worked as a house girl. Her
relief was short lived as her mom came for her, beat her and urged
her to leave home and get married. Surprisingly at school,
regardless of domestic troubles Leah was academically brilliant and
used to be number 1 or 2 in Kericho district at exams. Teachers were
lenient on her due to her tough family issues and never punished her
when she got to school late.
Fleeing home
With life at home unbearable, Leah
travelled to Karatina by lying to get transport there. Getting to
Karatina and stranded, a lady about her business noticed and
approached her. Leah told her he was waiting for a lady who had
promised to employ her as a house girl but couldn’t locate her. The
lady gave her a house girl job at her house where besides being
beaten, she was overworked and had to draw water from a well and
irrigate land every morning and evening. The torture was too much
that she fled and lied to get transport to Nyeri.
Homelessness
For two days in Nyeri, she wandered
hopelessly and at night, slept in public toilets and bathrooms. By
the 3rd day, she had not eaten. She went to a hotel called Munyaka
and saw a youthful man on a table by himself. Hungry she gathered
courage and told him she was hungry. The man ordered food for her.
After eating she poured all her life frustrations on her. It was odd
for her since in her life no matter, what she went through she never
told anyone. Though the man was startled at first by her story, he
broke out laughing. The man told her it’s no big deal and it’s
normal to be chased away from home as he had also been chased. Leah
got encouraged and saw it as normal to be chased away.
The man offered her a “home” to
stay and told her there are others like him who had been chased way.
Leah agreed and the man Njoroge later insisted he call her dad.
Living with Gangsters in a Cave
The man took her to a cave hidden in
thickets by River Chania minutes away from Karatina town. The cave
had thin mattresses, clothes and 5 other men. He introduced Leah to
them as his daughter and organized for her, to be getting breakfast,
lunch and supper at Munyaka Hotel at his expense. He used to give
her money to buy mitumba (second hand) clothes at markets in Nyeri.
For Leah, the cave was the best place she had lived. She considered
it home since she had been in worse off situations. “I got to sleep
without fear and I was happy,” said Leah.
Every evening they left and told her
they had jobs of loading dry maize to trucks. They returned in the
morning with wrapped up bhang. Leah was given the task of sorting
seeds from dried plants. Then she didn’t know it was bhang. When
they smoked it, they told her its medicine to treat their brain
disorders. They also forbade her to smoke it by telling her if she
did, she would be sick like them. But Within her she sensed something
was amiss with the men but she was naïve to point it out.
Guns also used to lie around the cave
but she had no idea what they were. “I’d never watched TV but I
wondered what those were,” said Leah laughing. One day as she
wandered around Nyeri she saw a policeman with an AK-47 gun similar
to what she saw at the cave. Days later as she wandered in Majengo
area a shoot out broke out between thugs and police. To her surprise
one of the men involved was a man who lived in the cave. The police
apprehended him by shooting his head and foot. Leah ran back to the
cave crying and told Njoroge one of the accomplice had been shot.
She was scolded by him and asked where she learned that was a shoot
out.
Njoroge laughed and dismissed the shoot
out as street play. She was warned if she saw that happen again she
should run back “home.” He also enquired if she had been followed
but she wasn’t. She was also warned never to ask about that
particular shot uncle again she never saw him again. Another day as
she went to a show in Ruringu stadium after Njoroge gave her Sh200
she bumped into another shoot out. Another of the robber Gichomo in
the cave was shot and arrested, Leah never saw him again.
She ran back home with questions on
their lifestyle. When she told Njoroge he was livid and insisted to
her that was another street play not a shoot out. They were
eliminated gradually. The third thug disappeared only Njoroge her
“Dad” and Kamau were left. One day when her “Dad” was out
Kamau attempted to rape her, she screamed and Kamau told her it’s
only a play. She ran out crying into the thickets it brought
recurring memories of her step Dad attempted rape years earlier.
Luckily Njoroge arrived and asked her “my child why are you crying”
when he saw her.
When Leah narrated her near rape
ordeal, Njoroge her “Dad” had a physical confrontation with Kamau
and stabbed him. Kamau screamed at Njorge “why do you want to kill
me over a child You don’t know. “ Njoroge who led the gang threw
his belongings out of the cave and expelled Kamau. “I think bhang
made them very angry, Kamau left bleeding,” said Leah. The turn of
events stressed Leah and at night she seldom slept due to fear. She
left the cave and ran off to Mahiga market at evening as she stood
there, stranded a lady saw and approached her.
Leah lied to her she was waiting for a
Mama Wanja who had promised her a job. All ladies with that name
were called and she said it was neither of them. The lady, decided
to take her to be a house girl for her daughter. She was around 12
years and the lady who employed her, treated her well. After two days
she went looking for Njoroge in the cave and found him washing his
face in the morning. Shocked, he asked where she had been, Leah told
him she got a job and was well treated. She took him to a
neighborhood where she was employed. Satisfied Njoroge allowed her
to stay there.
Njoroge - Gangster and Father Figure
One thing about Njoroge “Dad” that
left an indelible mark in Leah’s life to date was despite Njoroge
being a thug he counseled her on never to steal and to be obedient.
“That man was my dad and mom,” recalls Leah. Every evening he
came to check on her or at times in the morning. He would
whistle and she would come out to avoid being discovered by her
employer. She nevertheless discovered and but thought it was Leah’s
boyfriend. Around that time Leah learned from a lady friend that in
Nairobi there were better job opportunities.
Coming to Nairobi
She came to Nairobi alone and ended up
in Kawangware. As she wandered about a lady who knew her from
Londiani recognized her. She led Leah to her uncle’s place living
in Kawangware. She worked there without pay but later got a house
girl’s job at friend of her uncle’s. The lady of the house paid
her Sh1200. She was overworked sleeping at 1am and waking up at 4am.
She also at times never ate breakfast or lunch and supper was in
rations. One day during street skirmishes in Kawangware she took a
different route and ended up in her uncle’s home. She narrated to
him all she went through.
Her livid uncle told her to stay but
she insisted to go back for her belongings at her employer’s home.
Going back to pick her stuff the lady threw Leah out. Afterwards,
she had a change of heart on realizing the diligence Leah had when
she worked did for her. She cried and begged her uncle to allow her
but to no avail. While Leah still worked there, from her savings she
would buy curtains, mitumba clothes and resell them. God blessed her
with another house girl job that paid her Sh2000.
Early Business Beginnings
Not long, the owner who was a widower
got so impressed with her work caring for her kids and great
housekeeping and gave her a raise of Sh500. Since she had lots of
free time, she noticed that across the street where she lived was a
club owned by one of her employer’s brothers. Her employer allowed
her to open a sausage stand next to it which she ran in her free
time. The stand flourished that she opened another one and employed
an attendant. Then she was 17 years and quit her house girl job.
Business Flourishing and God’s
Favor
Her budding business of selling mitumba
and curtains flourished that she rented a one bed roomed apartment
for Sh5000 and later one for Sh9000. She then moved her business to
Kahawa West. In 2007 she released her first album ‘Tigai gutua
thakame ya Jesu Mai’ She got connected to the music industry
through Murimi wa Kahalf of Momo fame who her customer. Later she
met Trizah Wambui who was back up vocalist for
ND Githuka’s Kahii
CD and also backed her. She released her second album in which
didn’t do well and a follow up Swahili album titled Unaweza in
2009.
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Album Launch @St Andrews |
However
Uranyarara Niki her 4
th
album, brought her to fore of Kikuyu Gospel Music receiving much
airplay in Coro, Inooro and Kameme FM. It was launched in April 14
2013, at St Andrews University way an event which
Jeremy Damaris was MC. The song’s inspiration came after she got a lift in a vehicle
owned by a friend who wasn’t willing to give it to her. By the
time she got home she had the whole song worked out. She didn’t
think much of the song even when she presented it late to Dede
Records producer as album filler. When the producer heard it, he told
her that is the main song. Her preference and one she thought would
have impact on release was titled
thimu ya Ngai (God’s Phone line).
Album Airplay and Impact
When she took the song to Kameme FM PM
Squared opted to play Uranyarara Niki though Leah wasn’t convinced
the song was a gem. Wanjiru wa Mbugua (Dere Supa) from Coro FM also
preferred the song as well as Man Simo of Inooro FM. The song ended
up becoming a monster hit and the album has so far sold 25,000
copies. “I thank God for uplifting me yet there are so many
musicians’ songs never get airplay not because they are not good,”
Leah told Kikuyu Musicians.
Reconciliation with Mom
Looking back at her life so far, Leah
glorifies God for covering her in all she went through. Though her
mom rejected her she has never hated or had grudges at her. By time
of her passing in 2011 they were best of friends. “Though she
tortured me, she made me get to where I am today,” says Leah. Her
mom got born again and was her intercessor until her death. Though
her mom asked her for forgiveness later Leah never bore in grudges
against her. “She would pray and fast for me for days,” remember
Leah. “I think God took her because I had turned her into a god
and stopped prayed,” she adds. For her even if she is offended she
forgets and moves on quickly. “I think it’s a weakness,” Leah
says laughing.
Sharing Story at Kameme FM
When she shared her story on Kameme FM
with presenter Rachel Wa Kuria the morning of launching ‘Uranyarara
Niki’ album several suicides were averted. After the show 10 people
called to tell her they were on verge of suicide but stopped and to
date they still call. One case that struck her was of a lady who had
already mixed up poison but opted to take it after listening to her
story. She didn’t kill herself and ended up born again. Children
were also reconciled with estranged parents. When she shared her
story at Kameme FM she was surprised by the reception since to her,
her life was ordinary. “There are people who have gone through
worse, than me,” said Leah.
Life’s Lesson
From her life’s lesson she pleads
with people to know for every trials and difficult times, there is a
reason and God may have them there to usher one to destiny. Also
living with Njoroge the gangster made Leah realize, God doesn’t
have to use a Christian to help You. God uses worst of characters to
be a blessing to a person like HE used Njoroge. “God also likes
humility and out of that he will give You a testimony,” said Leah.
On Njoroge her Gangster “Father”
Looking back at the one year she spent
in the cave under his care, Leah reckons God must have put an angel
in the soul of Njoroge. This considering that Njoroge cared for her
like a father to a daughter when he wasn’t obligated to, if
anything Leah thinks, Njoroge could have done the worst to her if he
wished, but didn’t. Looking back to her young life it’s now she
notes the many risks she was under. She used to pray and that to her
that was ordinary life even sleeping in public bathrooms.
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Counselor |
Her unfilled wish is to meet Njoroge
and thank him. She has gone back severally to trace him in Nyeri to
no avail. Since they parted when she came to Nairobi, Leah has never
seen Njoroge again. “If I was to see him he would be my dad and
best friend,” Leah says. Today she is a counselor to schools,
couples and churches. She is also a building contractor who has
helped musicians like Wakabura Joseph, Solomon Nganga and Loise Kim
in their real estate building ventures.
Supporting Kikuyu Gospel
To support Kikuyu Gospel Leah has paid
studio time for budding gifted gospel musicians who lack money to
produce without ever asking for a refund. She however laments that
gospel music today has become commercialized and more entertainment.
According to her, when albums are being sold they need to be
accompanied by preaching. “If one soul is saved there is more
blessing,” said Leah.
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